WILL

Like when I was at school
I had to seem a good polite boy
And I had to do what they wanted me to,
Now I am out but the rules did not change
It’s the same old story
It’s the same old fuckin’rotten game.
 
Fake smiles, they’re always fine
There’s nothing different
From Carry’s Truman Show
I’m fed up looking at you
Knowing all your deceits.

Run Run away
Don’t try to make me stay
I decided to change and now
I’m gonna play my game
Leave this place
I’m going to try and try
Fighting against your lies
Till my dreams come true.
 
You Know what I am doing
I suppose you could refuse it
But I’ll never accept your lies
To try to make me seem
A new enemy of the correct nations
A new warning to give to children
Of the person they’re not supposed to be
 
‘Cause they have to grow up as robots
Or at best never grow up
I’m fed up looking at you
Knowing all your deceits. 
 
We want to open with this melody
To ask you to think and
Fight for your freedom
We would appreciate to see at our gigs
people who care about their lives
We can make a change if you stand up and
Reach a decision.

A soul like no one before
I met sometime ago
The most mysterious
I intersected
Psychologically
She’s always attracted me
Her look crossed mine
She won out again
 
We need only a sign
To understand the complete
Essence of others’ minds
And I thought to write
Something special for you
I hope you’ll appreciate it

Your spontaneity
Your high capacity
To keep us at our ease
How do you do that?
Every time
You make me feel better
Than I was before.

If I could I would stay
With you,
In you,
For a life,
But the reality
Is that I’m here
Not there
Therefore the only thing
Yeah I could do now
Is to hope and
Wait for another trip.

I remember that day,
You started to say that this world
Is not a good place to stay
‘Cause you have never felt love
Everywhere you have been
Everywhere you have gone
Every society you tried to fit in

The world is unfair
But you had to go on
You wrecked your life
And you won’t return

You can stand it
All your experiences
Were full of events
Of hate and suffering
But I put up with
All our experiences,
Sometimes with suffering,
But with the consciousness
Of what there was good
Of what there was fine
Of who gave us something to live for
For another day.

This a story like many others
But this one is mine
So I feel it deep in my hearth
In my stomach
 
Please listen to me
Please let me speak out to you
How life sometimes
Wants to speed straight
Without asking your advice
Without heeding the thoughts
In your mind

Oh my God girls want me
But I won’t be the same forever
You are the only one
Who understood
What truly I am
I lost my composure
Now I’m not able
To fall in love again
‘cause I’m dazed.

I’m a special boy
But sometimes I am silly
‘cause I don’ get
What some things are worth
‘cause when I get something
For a lot of time
I lose the ability to understand
What it is worth

“Like you were a God
You’re doing what you want,
You’re spitting everyday
On rules of life
Don’t you see how your family
Looks at you?
Don’t you feel how people speak
About you?”

NO NO NO
I’ll continue yeah I will
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I feel it I believe
NO NO NO
I’m not a slave of society
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Fuck you that’s my rule!
 
“You’re a reject of our society,
I’m sure you’ll be condemned
for bad stuff,
Please listen to me
I am society,
Take your place and
Sit in it!”

There is nothing dead,
It’s only our ignorance.
We were always blinded
By the reality we were taught
And there is nothing ended
‘Cause life is like a river,
But our eyes can only see
A drop of all the water.

I’m trying to explain
To you something,
I know it’s hard to think it
After a life
Lived in a programmed world,
But you told me what you want,
Try to live your life.
And so this is the first act
You have to do right now

Go alone onto a hill
Look at all the nature around you
Speak with yourself
And get how it’s going
Deep down inside
Please for one time
Try to lose your false believes
And please open your heart’s eyes
The ones you have never used.
 
Have you ever looked
Under and behind the facts?
You will receive
So many types of hints
And after good research,
Please take
All your foggy thoughts
And group them together
You will receive the message.

Rustles in my room,
Gasping breaths
Under my blankets
We are making a nice pair
We are covered in the darkness
I love to feel your beads of sweat
On my skin
I love to feel them on my chest,
I love to see you blowing me
Frequently we feel ashamed
Like we were virgins
Like we were angels

It is gonna be physiological
But never logical
Let me into your secrets
Let me in
And never let me out
I will never level off
I will never give you up
 
Do you remember that old night?
I was playing,
Your look looked at mine
I felt sensations like never before,
Your way to excite me
Made me ill-advised at all
That night hell came down
To take a son
If I could come back
I think I would change
For another day
Yeah for another way
I only know that it changed too much in my mind
The fact is that
You are living in me.

I feel it when I walk
From my car to the stage
Thinking back to all that we have done
To be The Sun eats hours
 
Sensations that I can’t explain
The belief in every single day
That Someone gave us to live
Down here
 
Friendship before anything
The trust in love and in sincerity
In spite of all the falsehoods
Around us

Straight ahead to our dream
While others are shitting on us
But now see, we are here
Thanks to our will

Looking only at
What we feel all right
Never giving up
Just believing that tomorrow will be
A better day.
 
We’ll never lose our hope
We’ll never close our eyes
We’ll never give the ‘ok’
If the facts are not right.

Have you ever run into
The harsh mediocracy
Of the people around you
The people who you never thought
Could give you so much pain
Give you so much despair
And the regret realizing
What was the fucking hidden reality
What was the fucking hidden reality?
 
And after that it’s difficult
To find again the ability
To remain capable of living
With a belief in dreams
Although you know you are truly
All alone

Now I found the truth
I think it was better
To not search too far away
Never ever
But now I’ve done it

Have you ever made a choice
Against your will?
But you’ve been taken on that way
Only ‘cause there weren’t
Other ways to solve
The question
To come back and change
Others’ falsity and the unfair past.

There’s something
That upsets man
More than anything else,
A word is not enough
To define it.
Hate, fear, terror, anguish,
Anger and bitterness,
The will to hit back,
The desperation for the deads,
Rancour exploding
Towards the guilty heads.
 
Ideological hate.
Implacable.
Always present through the centuries.
 
The vile and brutal scorn for life.
Billions of people that think,
Talk and suffer
From the same incredible event

Only one point.
Nothing else.
We are here powerless.
We would like
To not be part of this history,
But we are.
And we’re on one side, inevitably.
We’re humans, man/men/wolves.
The world revolves
In the same old way.
Life will never change.
Never.
 
And God will have pity and mercy
For our souls,
God will have pity and mercy
Even for their’ s.
For this reason we’ll fight,
Aware of the mistake
We’re about to make.

You’ve never really faced situations.
You’ve never made some hard
And strong decisions.
You’ve never split good and bad
In net divisions.
 
You let your twenty years
Slip away from you.
And now you act
Like you were a ten-years-old.
You’ve never had the courage
To have someone fight against you.

You’ve always preferred having
The others pull the strings.
Waiting for an easy victory,
You’ve never been the first in line,
Never the one for the trial lap,
Never the first one to jump,
Never the one that works hard.
 
Remember that to dream in life, you
have to believe in what you hope for,
And to believe it you have to know
how to risk, with all of yourself.
 
It won’t  be enough to dream.
Unless you continue hanging on
to someone that realizes
at the same time, his and your wishes.

That’s what I want.
Gigs.
People.
Plain motels.
Strong experiences,
Unconfortable beds.
True friends.
Us.
I feel it every time
At five a.m.

It’s hard to explain
The strength it gives us
Every day,
Something that seems always new.
I would not stop myself anymore.
 
It opened my eyes,
It let my soul
Come outside my time.
Speaking the language of freedom
The only one it knows
The same I speak every day.
Yeah!

Please take a look
Shut your hearth
And keep off about it
 
You always based your thoughts
On what you felt after
It happened, yeah
 
You made fun of others’ lives
You fucked all their minds
You played hard games
Never knowing where they flowed
 
Now I want you to listen
To all that I want to say
You sucked my dick so long

That I realized you did it
Only thinking of your own interest,
You never had the courage
To imagine how the others felt
Your attentions and words

Like you were a queen
We fell under your rule
But now your idiosyncrasy
Has made you blind